i called into work for the first time since i was hired in april today and i'm trying not to beat myself up over it. self-care is very important, it's imperative, and i have to remember that.
i also called out of therapy which is kind of stupid because i can always use therapy but i'm just so nauseous. i was up a few times overnight feeling like i had to vomit and i never did. like right now i'm kind of hungry but the nausea keeps coming and going so i'm like terrified to eat.
had a great weekend with awesome husband @_antgas. we went to new york city on saturday to see a broadway show - our first together, his first ever (i've only seen one other - les mis - like decades ago). we drove to my dad's office in queens and left the car there, then took a subway to manhattan and walked up into the middle of times square. was pretty cool - i'm not sure i've ever done that before (not that i remember, so i may have done it and been stoned or something). we walked a few blocks to the theatre and it was such a good show. @_antgas wanted to see this show, he kept mentioning it when we'd see commercials, so i got him tickets for the holidays. we then went back to queens and had dinner at one of our favorite queens diners with my dad. yum.
it was pretty easy so we're thinking about going back to the city on a sort of regular basis. i used to bitch all the time that i hated going into the city because it was expensive and annoying and ugh. but it was fun. and i found out about this place that you can go in the morning and get heavily discounted tickets to broadway shows. you kind of have to take what they have available, but it might be fun to just go see other shows.
i used to put photos on my blog but it's kind of a pain in the ass with all the watermarking and uploading and ugh. plus i post on instagram all the time. so if you want to know what's going on in my life without all the wordy bullshit, follow me on instagram at - you guessed it - @stephgas. it's mostly me and cats and body positive crap so, you know. it's fun.