awesome husband @_antgas is no longer sick. he's all better. and back to work. thank goodness.
but now he's got some pinched nerve or something or other. he wakes up every night in pain now, around his neck and shoulders. ugh.
now, me on the other hand. i spent five days fighting with aetna insurance again trying to get my damn humira. i got it. damn it. damn it.
and then my rheumy is leaving. moving to texas. so i have to find a new rheumy. and start over with that relationship. damn it. DAMN IT.
i took my humira on saturday. then sunday, monday, and tuesday nights i had so much trouble sleeping! i don't remember this happening the first two times i took humira. but i've been having really shattered sleep, like i keep waking up. i go to bed at 9pm and sleep until 7am (i stayed up until 10pm last night, barely). and then i have really vivid, really ridiculous dreams. mostly drug dreams and sex dreams. and the most annoying part is that i wake up and think about how stupid crazy the dream is, then roll over to go back to sleep... AND THE DREAM CONTINUES.
piglet did well at her holistic vet appointment. he handed me a $1200 estimate, including over $600 for X-rays... fucking X-rays. i paid $300 for a nutritional consult - i filled out some paperwork about what i've fed piglet, what kind of things i want to do (feed raw, home cooked, etc) - and that paperwork goes to a veterinary nutritionist who reviews piglet's most recent vet records and designs a specialized diet for her. i'm excited about it and hopeful that i can modify some of it to feed samantha and jake that food too. holistic vet also wants us to give piglet chinese herbs to support renal function and acupuncture.
we believe in acupuncture. but this holistic vet wanted to charge $95 for acupuncture AND the $77 office visit fee... and it's 35 minutes away and piglet hates the car. so i did some calling and found a very local veterinary emergency clinic that has an acupuncturist on site that charges around $50 - the only thing i have to do is pay $150 for a one-time consult. i'll live with that. piglet will have acupuncture once a week for at least a few months.
and then holistic vet will take blood again and we'll see what piglet's kidneys are doing. but she seems to be feeling well - piglet eats and drinks and runs and plays and stomps on me with her pretty pointy feet.