i know, it's a stupid title. i can't always be witty and awesome.
well, i can. and i am. but i'm just not really putting in the effort right now.
my leg is *still* swollen, but i've been able to like, you know. walk around. a bit. it still hurts. i'm shocked that a damn tattoo can cause this kind of problem for this length of time. i've put myself on prednisone to see if it helps (it really hasn't) so i'm going to taper off that again. it hasn't really helped my RA either. hmm.
now tuesday i had an appointment with my rheumy. she said my hands and fingers were A LOT more swollen than last time. oh, okay. i guess because i see them every day, i don't notice it. she said that means the RA is progressing. i told her the pain and everything was still there. so she decided to up my methotrexate (the chemo medication) and prep me to add a biologic next month. you see the commercials for biologics on television: enbrel, humira, etc. that's freaking me out a little. but we'll figure it out.
then my paid job turned to an unpaid internship. the organization that hired me is willing to let me do my internship there but internships are not paid. it's good that i'll still be working there and getting my hours in and whatever, but i kind of wanted a job. i do have an interview for a per diem counseling job, so that might help.
i really wish i had funny or insightful things to say. i don't. i've been pretty lame for a couple of weeks. i've been really headachy and still fatigued and tired and now this past week my leg has been, ugh. just horrible. so i don't want to do anything.
awesome husband @_antgas and i have the entire weekend off together with minimal plans - dinner with his parents one night. that's it. i'm really looking forward to that. just a bunch of down time. hopefully my leg stops hurting and we can snuggle or something.